A Dreamers Reality.

 When I look back on the dream that I had in the past, I misinterpreted a lot of their messages. For instance, before coming to Saudi Arabia, I had dreams of being happy. I used to think that it was Allahs way let me know that I will be fine and happy and content, but in reality, it meant the opposite being happy and a dream, and Islam means to stress, sorrow and unhappiness. I wish I would’ve known that before I went on my journey but...

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A mothers cry

It’s been a couple years since my last blog life tends to be pretty busy with my 2 daughters and with work. Not much has really changed in regards of the issue with my kids I’ve faced some issues a little over a year ago in regards of my ex and his spouse stalking my social media profiles only to report comments out of context to the police I found myself facing public prosecution for a comment I made that I always heard my ex husband say but...

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A mothers bleeding heart-

 It’s been a longtime since the last time I have posted. So much has happened that I have felt completely gutted and broken. So many changes in my life have derailed me where some positive changes have literally saved my life.   I don’t even know where to begin with this. As I write about the things that have happened I write with a broken heart that is holding on to the last brittle thread of hope and a shattered faith that I’m slowly...

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Whats in a Dream part 2

What’s in a dream part 2: In Islam they say that there are three types of dreams Rahmani: (those that come from Allah), Nafsaani (psychological, they come from within a person) and Shaytani (Those that come from Shaytan), said: “Dreams are of three types: a dream from Allaah, a dream which causes distress and which comes from the Shaytaan, and a dream which comes from what a person thinks about when he is awake, and he sees it when he is...

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The Ugly Reality

The Ugly Reality: All through my life I’ve seen the ugly reality of dividing of the people, In America within Mexicans and across the Arab world. Even within my family there has always been a divide ether you agree with the same political or religious views or you are an outcast for having your differences; I have always been the diverse one in my family ether by questioning my faith in why I have to pray to “Jesus” who Christians believe to...

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