
I have wrote this blog many times deleted and wrote and deleted again not really sure in how I can express how I've been feeling these past final times together.
I know I haven't always been the best wife you imagined and I'm sorry for that, I know you had such high expectations of this perfected wife you imagined me to be and I'm sorry I couldn't fit those expectations but for me and I am grateful for you to be as patient as you were...